Addiction, postpartum depression, anxiety, broken heart. Mother of 2 deep into a dark depression postpartum, my husband turned himself in back in July and hes so far away felt as though I was grieving him. That’s when I got so deep into my addiction. Before I knew it I was on in so far I couldn’t stop. My 2 babies got taken away by cps. I’m grieving the loss. And my depression and addiction had gotten worse than ever. I’m mourning the present of my family I can’t see the light it’s so dark please help