a tortured soul needs prayers

by Gudmonki (Toronto)

Please pray for my soul. I have severe depression and anxiety attacks,theraphies and medications dont help.

I only feel normal and happy when my best friend and her sweet little pet visit me but recently I feel that I failed them because her little “baby” had a veterinary procedure which not only devastated her emotionally but also financially.
There wasnt much I could do because I am only on disability assistance. I feel alot worse and hate myself more for being useless and failed the only two best part of my life. Dear Lord, I dont care about myself anymore but please help them. Their happiness,health and safety is much,much more important than mine. Please grant them a miracle,Lord.