The decisions that I have made in the past are relentlessly following me. I have humbled myself before you continuously in asking forgiveness for my sins. My search for employment over the past year has left me weary and discouraged and it’s almost as if every failed attempt is a punishment. I am the sole supporter of my daughter and grandson and has done everything in my power to provide them with their neccessities but I am now in a position where I can’t do it anymore. My heart is overcome with grief because I feel as though I’ve failed them. My request is simple… please help me to find employment soon. Don’t allow the mistakes I’ve made in the past to be the cause of me not providing a brighter future fo my family. I”m not looking for a hand-out I am more than ready and willing to give my all in earning any rewards I recieve and please, until them strengthen me so that my suffering doesn’t break my family’s spirits.