I have made a series of poor life choices and am having to face the consequences of my irrational behavior. As a result of my actions, I have placed my family in a position of being at the brink of financial ruin. I have let my life insurance lapse and liquidated my retirement fund in order to support my lifestyle in these challenging economic times.
I am ashamed of what I have done and am barely able to function on a day to day basis in my job. I currently have a very low level of self esteem due to the financial harm that I have caused my wife and children.
Pray for me that I might be able to find longterm financial stability and be able to regain the love and respect of my wife and children that I so carelessly disregarded through my thoughtless actions.