As you are the only holy and faithful God, I humbly ask you to forgive me of not obeying and following you in my daily life. You are the giver and taker and the creator; the most high one. I would not have life or breath if not for you. I only desire to be closer to you as all else is futile.
As I am both a husband and father, I am required by you to be not only a good worker to provide (that is pass along that which you provide and give thanks in it). Since I lost my job about a year ago, I have had so much hardship in my soul that it’s so very hard to look up and even pray to you.
Father God, please help me/us in Jesus name. I love you.