Today I cry again, because I am sad that I can not change the things I have done in my past. I cry because I feel I dont fully respect myself to have care about someone who doesnt care about me. I ask god for the strength to continue my sobriety and to not turn back to drugs. I ask for healing from the pain and sadness I still feel for my lost friend. I ask god for the strength to move on and not be stuck in this sadness. I ask for forgiveness for people that I have hurt. I am not sure who I have hurt or how I have hurt others, but I ask for there for forgiveness.
I also cry god, because I watch tv and I see all the destruction that goes on in the world. all the bad things that man does to each other and it makes me sick. Please help all of us be better towards each other and let 2013 be a better year for all of us.
With all my heart and soul I pray.