I’ve been feeling empty. I’ve been through a lot. Suicide is one of them. Everything just feels like, blah. I miss someone so much, but I know I probably can’t do anything to get him back in my life. He was everything I wanted, and he was everything I needed. It feels like I’m falling so much and no one’s there to catch me. And I’d like to drive in a truck, roll down the windows, stick my hand out, raise the volume. and look at the stars. I know, I’m still young and have a lot in the future. But I wanna stop feeling a pain in my chest before I go to sleep. I want to stop thinking about everything and focus on God and the good things in my life. I want to my God my #1 priority. But everything just feels so fatal, so grey, so, empty. It feels like I’m just a lost girl in the middle of the darkness with a neon balloon and tears in my eyes.
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