Lord, I pray for Sam and his heart and me and mine. I am so so confused. I don’t know what to do or how. I don’t feel pursued. I want your plan Lord but I also want Sam so much…everything is so difficult. I miss him, I love him. I feel he doesn’t love me and it hurts but he is so hard to read. I want him to be blunt with me. Lord what do I do? I feel I a suppose to be with him but I am hurting so much. Help Lord. Send a sign, answer my prayer, give me peace, guidance, direction. Work a miracle. Restore my faith in you.