I come before you in need our prayer. I am frustrated broken damaged lonely growing weary with pain and fear. My family is falling apart and they’re turning their backs on me as well as each other. I feel used abandoned and unloved.its making me become angry cold and bitter causing a huge disruption in my walk with the Lord. I feel bad and that God is upset with and tired of forgiving me. I want to do and be better as a child of God I want to live and walk with the fruit of the spirit the Lord is the only one that I have and I have continuously failed Him I am so ashamed of myself. I need help and have no where to turn or go to