I am currently struggling with spiritual warfare and there is a strong battle of evil forces trying to overtake my mind, family, and home. I have struggled for many years with mental illness and addiction, but God has always been right there trying to save me from that dark abyss and guide me toward the light and salvation. I often times find myself questioning if what I see, hear, smell, and feel are from psychosis or is it the evil one trying to deceive me, or is it God trying to show me the truth of things. My gut feeling tells me it is a combination of all 3. I know without a doubt that addiction is a big demon in my life. I also struggle with being gay. It is easier for me to turn drugs and alcohol away than it is my sexual immoral thoughts. My mom just died a month ago and she was my rock, my guide, and she believed in me even at my very worst and when I didn’t believe in myself and had lost all hope in anything bright for my future. I was released from prison almost a year ago for a violent crime that was alcohol induced. I had a very hard time finding a place to rent due to this criminal history. My mom was able to help me be on a lease at the house I am currently residing. When I moved into this house I started feeling things. Like evil lurked here. Some kind of dark force roamed around. It wasn’t until after my mom died And I went into a severe depression that led me down into the dark rabbit whole of my mind that I discovered the real evil that lurked around this house, myself, and my family. The dark sinister force is so pollutant that you can not escape it. You literally breath it into your body. I saw it with my own eyes. I have seen the demon, Satan himself, and demonic spirits. They all roam here and they omit from this house. I did not realize it at the time, but it is these dark entities among other things and my already susceptible and volunerable self that led me down into this dark dark hole. It seems to me that when my mom died she was still there fighting for me . Standing by God and both trying to open my eyes to these dark forces to save me and bring me back to the light. Today me and my family need prayers to cleanse this house of negative energy and forces and to keep us safe from their attacks while we stay here. Please pray that we escape the grasp of the evil one and find somewhere else to go far far away from the evil that lurks here. Please pray for a shield of protection over us an orb of good light, love, and security that the dark forces around us can not pass through but only snarl and gnash from outside the realm of that bubble. Let us keep safely there so that the evil ones can not touch us or pass through. May this shield of light and strength bound us and protect us everyday because everyday without that sheild of protection is like stepping into a bottomless hole of venomous snakes that will bite and poison you as soon as the sheild is dropped. Please pray for our Protection against the vipers and their venom! Let us find a restful place where happiness, peace, tranquility, and comfort can be found. There is no rest in this house for wickedness abounds it like a gas of polluted air that is inevitable to breath in. Where God is evil cannot consume. Please pray that God open a path of escape for us because where there is no outlet God can create one. He can open a doorway, a pathway, an outlet to find better passage for rest and safety. Thank you for praying for us in this dark dark spiritual warfare and battle against the evil one and his troops. God please be with us this day, and the day after, and for all the days to come. Protect us and keep us safe always and forever Amen.
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