I’m 35 and pregnant with my fourth child and was left. I feel used, helpless and that I just keep messing up . Sometimes I feel my kids would be better without me. I’ve thought of suicide so much lately and I know it’s wrong but this pain inside it’s overwhelming. Everyone hurts me my whole life. I just pray god heals me and helps me through this depression to be the best mother I can be. My heart hurts so much like it’s literal pain. I just want to be happy and loved.
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