Father God, holy designer creator and sustainer of the universe and all good life. In the name of Jesus your gift of redemption to the world whom I do believe in I humbly ask to be delivered from self hatred and addiction to lust and pornography. It’s so easy and anonymous today and it has such a hold on me and I hate myself for it. I have no self esteem or sense of self worth and I constantly find myself longing for death and to be forgotten and I can’t go on this way because it’s killing my spirit and if it continues I’m afraid it will cause me to take my own life. Please help me Father. Amen.