God’s mercy and the conviction that God will help me and accept me.

by Chinomnso ()

My prayer request is thus, I am a new immigrant to Canada. I am from Nigeria and a medical doctor. I am addicted to pornography, this has made me to always feel that I am condemned and without redemption. I have tried all I can but I find it had to resist. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and I find it had to say no to a lot of things or to people and this has cost me a lot.
I have in the past been successful at quitting but each time when I face stressful situations I find myself going back to this destructive behaviour.

I am also married to a beautiful woman, my wife is my best friend but she is having the long term side effects of childhood sexual abuse by her father which has caused the marriage and family a lot. She does not want to seek help. She is a devout Christian though she has some belief system that is as I believe a result of the trauma she suffered at a young age.

This is also a stressor for me as we seem not to agree on so many issues. I feel alone in this world as friends and family has abandoned or keep away from us.
I pray to God to restore my faith and to make me accept forgiveness and redemption. I have a feeling I may not be forgiven.
I also pray to God to hear my cry for focus and concentration to help me read and pass my medical license exams and grant me favour financially as that is also a source of stress especially now.

I am broken and I pray God answer me and redeem me.
Thank you and God bless you.

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