Lord, please hear my prayers for me and my children physically emotionally financially employment and legal. I pray to forgive George. Help me move forward. me and my children need You. Thank you for always being here for me and my children. Im broken and my part in this i deeply regret im sorry lord. My family is broken, finances in serious jeopardy. Please fill our cups we need you. How sad its come to this. 32 years is there any love at all. Respect me stop abusing me lying deceiving betraying cheating trash talking me and my children. I didn’t make George love someone else.Help me let go stop punishing myself, blaming myself, move forward with strength confidence courage . Please keep Jr and me sober today remove our obsession to alcohol. Save him save Kim . My son was mad at me but as soon as he needed money he came around. I cant support him and kim. They are grown and need to stand on their own. My family is so divided. George loves another has not admitted God doesn’t want me hurt like this anymore. He knows I have to leave this marriage. This is grief on a different level