Thank goodness Jesus, Thank God that I have a place that I call my home.Lord tonight I come to you bleeding tremendously inside, for my Mother! Jesus as you know I’ve lost pieces of my heart all over the place that we call earth. Pieces too relationships, too lost pets, even to loosing money or fortune Lord! The problem tonight my Heavenly Father is I don’t have enough pieces of my heart to barely even keep me alive from day too day! That’s where I need you Father! My mother has given up all hope for her son… addiction is the Antichrist father and I’ve been addicted to meth for twenty five years and recently about two and a half years ago Lord I fell short once again and got addicted to heroine….. Jesus in your name please I’m begging you help me beat this addiction so I can put my arms around my Mother once again before I feel that it’s too late my Lord!! I ask this prayer in my Lord and Saviors name Jesus Almighty Amen!………
Please Momma I’m so terribly sorry for the confusion and shame I have bestowed upon you and our family. I’m truly dying inside without my Mother…..