I’m struggling under a burden I can’t carry anymore. I’m not ok. I haven’t been ok for a long time now. I cry out to God and I feel like its in vain like all my prayers over the years. I’m desperate and alone. God isn’t here and I need Him now. My life is on the line. I am about to be lost forever and swallowed up. I need Him to fight for me and rescue me. Did He ever love me? Will He help me before its too late? Its going to be too late. He let me break beyond repair. Please pray God hasn’t abandoned me. I’m heartbroken He doesn’t love me when I love Him. I need Him desperately and immediately. Please pray God helps me and loves me and saves me before I give up.