2 years since I lost my job

It has been years since my life has fallen apart

It has been years since my siblings spoke or cared for me
It has been 2 years since I lost my job
It has been months since my dad last spoke to me
It has been 3 years being single and lonely

Debts piled up, depression getting stronger, loneliness is killing, self confidence lost, gave up on hope.

One last attempt hoping for a new start and a wind of miracle. Please just once exist for ME